I hope to meet sincere friends all the way in my life.... here it goes a poem for all my friend

A friend is like a flower,
A rose to be exact.
Or maybe like a brand new gate,
That never comes unlatched.

A friend is like an owl,
Both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
Who's spirit never dies.

A friend is like those blades of grass,
You can never mow,
Standing tall and proud,
In a perfect little row.

A friend is like a heart that goes
Strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world,
If we didn't have a friend....

An Love Story

I come across this love story few days ago.... and of course I like it.

There was once a guy who suffered from cancer... a cancer that can't be treated. He was 18 years old and he could die anytime. All his life, he was stuck in his house being taken cared by his mother. He never went outside but he was sick of staying home and wanted to go out for once.

So he asked his mother and she gave him permission. He walked down his block and found a lot of stores. He passed a CD store and looked through the front door for a second as he walked. He stopped and went back to look into the store. He saw a young girl about his age and he knew it was love at first sight. He opened the door and walked in, not looking at anything else but her. He walked closer and closer until he was finally at the front desk where she sat.

She looked up and asked Can I help you She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.

He said Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD. He picked one out and gave her money for it.

Would you like me to wrap it for you she asked, smiling her cute smile again.

He nodded and she went to the back.

She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store. He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapped it for him. He took the CD home and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her.

So the next day, he took all his courage and went to the store. He bought a CD like he did everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...

!!!RRRRRING!!!

The mother picked up the phone and said, Hello

It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, You don't know He passed away yesterday...

The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother.

Later in the day. the mother went into the boy's room because she wanted to remember him. She thought she would start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet. She was face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was surprised to find all those CDs and she picked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one.

Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The mother picked it up and started to read it.

It said Hi... I think U R really cute. Do u wanna go out with me Love, Jacelyn

The mother opened another CD...

Again there was a piece of paper. It said Hi... I think U R really cute. Do u wanna go out with me Love, Jacelyn

Love is... when you've had a huge fight but then decide to put aside your egos, hold hands and say, I Love You.

free

I tried, I gave my best, and it doesn't matter at all if they were refused. Everyone has different choices and it doesn't matter at all...and why doesn't it matter?

The answer is simple: it is the welfare that I care for, not the recognition or sense of belonging.

And that sets me even more free and lighter.

I don't know why, nor I know where the major problems comes from....

and yeah, I found myself low and sunken for the whole entire afternoon. But thanks God, I did found myself back this time, hopefully I'm in the correct path now. Big thanks for my friends who always beside me during I was down, I really appreciate it. ^^

Oh yea...

to save money, I cooked tom yam bi hun today.... cook it with ayamas cocktail, egg. tom yam paste, pati ayam.... yeah easy one.... done XD Chong said it look tasty and of course it is.

Week 1 past.... will be in 2nd week. Wish me all the best in the coming 5 weeks in these semester. I will work hard on it to get a better result.

current mode * anticipating for Pulau Ketam trip this coming saturday with my diploma friends. It's been a long time, or I should say since diverge into different pathways this is our second gathering. I hope it will be a wonderful trip this time... but then i have to sacrifice my trip to Malacca with my UTAR friends.

Another day...

Feel so down for the entire day.

Suppose in a new semester starts with new motivation and resolution as I always thought it would be. I thought I will be more prepared but actually I'm less.

The moment I walked into class which I'm anticipated leads me to a lost in certain magnitude. I don't know why... I seems to be a stranger once again, which is hardly explained. People do change from time to time and why I'm the one who is always linger on the passed.

I'm not trying to be pessimist here but yea on the one hand I am...

I failed my economics paper as what I expected although the overall result is good.

I din't get to cry as what I usually did, and I din't blame on anyone or any thing for such a result this time.

It's time to focus on my study and turn over a new leaf... wish me all thee best