He doesnt know

There were countless left unspoken, untold. I'm sure there are some people in the world wearing the same shoes as mine.

For example, your loved one may not know that you left aside important meets in hope to spend an sometime to talk with him, only to know after that he has to go in a flash due to some unforeseen matters. You'd say its all fine, and mean it but at the same time your heart ached a thousand broken bones.

Maybe too, he doesn't know that the reason you could smile and joked when you see him is because he's your sugar rush, your sunshine. Or perhaps you feel moody because he too got blue. On top of that, you started to love something u doesn't like because he made it so interesting and funny. And you just can't stop to get involved in every possible way in his life without tyring to look like a leech. Or with the fear of looking like one. Neither does he know that just one look at his face and all your loneliness has found its immediate cure because he's the only one who could fill your heart. As well as the fact that you'd sometimes make yourself look like a dumbo with dough-brain to make him laugh because seeing him happy, he automatically becomes your joy.

Or when he's far away, you'd spend those nights shedding precious salty drops of tears in silence on your bed just because you missed him.

Also, of how heartbroken you got when you realized that he's not feeling well and that you wished that you would feel his pain for him instead. Sometimes you'd even pray hard enough for his recovery that you start to question God, "WHY?".

More to that, he surely didn't know that you found joy, not in what he do for you but his sincerity in it.

Or that despite his confessions of his flaws and weaknesses, you still see him as someone so perfect...yet human. And although he would claim that he looks like an ogre, you found him ever handsome and charming as liken to the prince in fairytales.

Maybe too, he doesn't know that you would try to find every possible excuse to find a way to spend time with him without trying to interfere in his life.

Perhaps he doesn't know how much you are thinking of him, right now, at this very moment; that you find him insatiable-you'll never ever get enough of him.

And I bet he doesn't know that there were dozens of things more that you thought of about him. As well as how much exactly you feel for him, exactly how much he means to you.

Of course, he doesn't know...